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The past few days I went through the deepest crisis of my life. I never felt so sure of my self, but there was a lot of turmoil in me and around me. I couldn't stop thinking, it was like my mind was going in overdrive. It ain't over yet, but now I feel like I have met myself. For the first time in my life I know who I am... Onno Ekker My mind being in overdrive brings me back to the statistics. Statistics are very important to me. I had to quit university because of one course: Statistics. I have blogged here before, that the stats were driving me nuts: I couldn't figure out where the old 0.1 versions came from. Lately the stats have been driving me nuts again, and again. All of a sudden they drop and then they climb up again. I think I have logical explanations for that now. In the summer holiday, less people use their computer, so daily user stats are lower. Now, there's a global credit crisis. People get fired, spend less time behind the computer, so daily user stats are lower. I can't know for sure if this is the cause, but it eases my mind to have found a logical explanation. Those stats look more like a graph from the stock exchange to me...
To finish this blog, I have selected some music. The title of this blog post is also the title of an album of Supertramp: Crisis? What Crisis?. Sticking with Supertramp, I know I have always fooled my self. For me, this is my Crime of the Century. And the third album that comes to mind is The Times They Are a-Changin' by Bob Dylan, although I must admit that I don't know that album very well. I don't know what the future has in stock for me either. Some songs that also relate to this to me now, and that I do know very well are:
- Hello, I Love You by The Doors
- Why me God by Durwood Douché
- Walking on the moon by The Police
- Won't Get Fooled Again by The Who
- Knowing Me, Knowing You by ABBA
ABBA an anagram, just as both by first and middle name: Onno Ebbe. That makes this blog and circle round, a full circle. Wasn't fullcircle the name of the company that helped with Netscape crashes and QA? Thank you all very much!